Where is kurdistan

For me to tell you a little
about what is going on in Kurdistan I would
let you know that

In parts of Kurdistan you are not allowed to say that you are a Kurd.

Kurdistan is struggling to
be independent from Turkey, Iran, Iraq,
and Syria.

And there always fighting
and have done so for many years.

Now Kurdistan
is being helped by the British and Americans to be an independent country.

In 1988 Halabja which is the
south of Kurdistan suffered a chemical attack
which killed 5,000 Kurds

Now on some maps Kurdistan is not even there as a country so dose that mean I don’t have a country ?